Hi to my dearest followers. I'm back! How are you doing my dear blog & its followers? Haha, you look soo damn like an ancient stuff. I'm sorry for leaving you too long. Mianhae. I will clear you - my dear blog. I got a really full & busy schedule nowadays. So , for this moment i am going to post my million apologies.
Hmm, why am i being here just now?
No need to ask why. I am here because i want (actually NEED) to confess my thoughts & feelings here. Because why? I'm having a really hard days lately. Unluckilly, i don't have the time to burst out my feeling to this blog. Think back again - I should've not post it here. It's more to PRIVATE I guess. Sorry again!
To tell you the reason; too much to say. I only afford to tell that I AM SO DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU. You? WHO? Me? Her? Him? Them? Us? Bhahahahahah~
TEPUK DADA TANYA HATI.
Nope. I didn't mention WHO isn't it? Bhahaha. Its nobody actually. I'm starting a gimmick. HAHA! That's an intro btw. sometimes, i do think i've lost something important in my life, but I memorised something even more important than that. The meaning of life & what it takes to get through your life. Do you really know what is the meaning of life?
Can you guess what is it the meaning of life? NO. It's not like playing a guess. Its US that describe what is the meaning for sure. In my opinion :
HAPPY FAMILY lead you to a happier life. I adore my big happy families but trust me;
HIDUP TIDAK SELALUNYA INDAH.
There must have been a problem that will make you scared of living. :)
And yeah, this is likely what I am pointing about. FRIENDSHIP. How long will it be for a friendship to remain? I don't know. My heart keep telling me to trust within my friendship and I do. Sometimes, I felt abandoned by my friends & sometimes I felt like HELL YEAH, You think I really want that kinda relationship of ours to remain? HAHAHA. So childish am I. When I think back, HEY, everybody get it own life to survive & not just to be with you like 24/7. Please be mature! You your own life, who's gonna arrange it if not yourself? Try to be universal. That's what make me wanna survive with both my happy family & Friendship.
I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see.
END of today post.
Will be leaving you again.
Thanks for tuning in. LOL
P/s: I've deactivated both my FACEBOOK account for a moment. I will login back IF ONLY I have the strength to face my life. ROTFL. Meet me at my Twitter. Jaa~