“The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.” ― Bob Marley ;)

~Love That Never Was~


My dear follower, sy kembali berblogging lagi hari ini. Wahh ! rajin sungguh ? Bhahahaha. biasalah org takde keje. Sabor je lah <-- bak kata si Usop Wilcha tuh. Hmm, tak abis2 lagi penangan HANTU KAK LIMAH ni. Pelik benoo .. hahaha. Btw, bukan tuh yg I nak ceciter dlm post terbaru nih. Hari ni tak tahu la kenapa tangan sy rajin sgt menekan nekan keyboard; melilau-lilau cari SOMETHING yg INTERESTING kat internet ni. kahkahkah~ Tapi tak sia-sia pun.. I've found it!! Dlm keseronokan mencari-cari lirik lagu tetibe jumpa sebuah SHORT STORY yg tak diketahui siapa penulisnya. Dan bukan itu yg sy interested sebenarnya. muahahahaha. Jalan ceritanya 99% sama dgn kisah hidup yg pernah sy lalui, watak && plot tak samalah. [alahh citer lama tp tetiba ingat balik bila TERbaca cerita nih]. Nak tahu ceritanya cmne? Baca kat bawah ni hah :

Love That Never Was
by Anonymous Writer

It was the first year of my college. We were in the same class but he never saw me. One night i was crying by my hostel window missing my friends back at home and this was the first time he saw me. It was like we fell in love. We kept on looking at each other for a few minutes when a flash of lightning brought us to reality.

The chemistry was beyond our understanding. We had never felt such a strong pull towards each other. but the pull was for sure. slowly the eye locks started increasing and it became a common feature of the campus. our love was budding slowly. and it was something that both of us liked. i thought i was in love.

But reality crashed right in front of me one night. It was a similar night the day when we first saw each other. we were working on the same project. and it was like everything was awesome. But that stormy night was different from the rest. As i entered the common room i heard him talking on the phone. he was speaking to his friend. He said that all that he was having with me was fun and there was no such hassle of love or things like that. it was a short fling.

Within a few moments the earth slipped below my feet and i was numb for a second. the first time in my life i was at loss of words. i did not know where i went wrong. it was just that the guy that i had chosen had never loved me. All this time i thought i was in love but it was a ll a short fling for that person. it was mainly coz he had never loved me. and i thought i was in love with him. for months i kept on trying to figure where i went wrong but all that i got in return were empty answers.

Today i have become strong. i don't cry as usual but the old memories very often hit on the shores of my mind. and in one part of my heart i still love him for he was the first person i ever loved and
first love cannot be forgotten soon.


Hah, macam ni lah ceritanya. Sinopsis dia lebih kurang mcm ni: Diorang ni classmate tp si jejaka ni tak pernah jumpa pompuan ni. Pompuan ni suka kat lelaki ni (I mean, jatuh cinta la) masa dia tgh sedih2, rindu kawan dia. Pastu sedang asyik diorg berpandangan tuh tetiba kilat kacau daun lak. hehehe. Bengong! Hmm, sedih kan. Suatu hari , dia dengar lelaki tu cakap kt phone ngn kawan dia.. Dia spt tahu yg lelaki tuh sebenarnya tak pernah sayangkan dia, dgn erti kata lain dia DIPERMAINKAN la. huhuhu. Berbulan2 dia cuba cari kesalahan apa yg dia dah buat tapi takde jwpn. Sekarang dia dah kuat, dia tak nangis lagi mcm biasa dia buat tp kenangan lama tuh sentiasa bermain dlm sudut fikiran dia. Dan yg buat sy terharu, SHE STILL LOVE HIM!! Because that guy was her FIRST LOVE. See, cinta pertama mmg susah nak lupa lah. Like I do..I will always LOVE HIM eventhough i realize that he doesn't love me. THANKS TO HIM i'm becoming more mature about THIS kind of love. :)

from this short poem (kat bawah ni lerr!) I learn something important -->

Life Is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word -
Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food -
Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife -
Think of someone who's crying out to God
for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of
someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children - Think of
someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone
didn't clean or sweep -
Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive - Think
of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job -
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished
they had your job.

But before
you think of pointing the finger or
condemning another -
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we
all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down -
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive
and still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it and fulfill

Eventhough we didn't love someone that love us, NEVER to ignore their feeling. Appreciate them!

But you don't have to worry dear, I never stop waiting. 

That's all for today. Thanks for reading. :)

Salam 1 malaysia, kalau suka sila LIKE~


niesa hussein said...
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Rika Xandera said...

Ahahaha, thanks anis ! ;)

cikk EME :] said...

I'm lovin it :)

ehee, syiokk nya citaa.
tp kalau ada kaitan ngan awok, saboo oke.
teruskan melangkah dengan seribu kekuatan ~

Ainur Hamzah said...

geng! sy tag anda. nt jenguk blog sy ye. trimas geng :)

say to easy=) said...

yeah,life is a gift

teha said...

like :)

Rika Xandera said...

thanks anda semua :)